Susan Boyle may have the world at her fingertips, but right now, it means nothing!
According to her brother Gerry, SuBo is battling a "crushing" loneliness because she fears she will never find love!
"Susan has the world at her feet in terms of fame and money but at this precise moment in time it means nothing. Absolutely nothing," said her brother. "The one thing she wants above all everything else is love. Who doesn't?"
Poor thing.
"Her biggest wish is to find someone who she can share her success with and support her through the difficult times. Of course her family will always be there for her but it is not the same as having someone special in your life," he continued.
And things are getting pretty serious!
"If I'm honest things aren't great for Susan at the moment on a personal level. She's absolutely exhausted after non-stop travelling promoting her album around the world," said Boyle. "As a result she flares up easily - though saying that she can bounce back almost instantly."
SuBo even hates her home.
"Getting back to her little council home used to be her release but now its more like a prison cell. After she was confronted by an intruder last month she can't sleep even though she has security posted outside her home 24/7. Susan's become a curtain twitcher - she spends hours in the night staring out from behind her curtains," he divulged.
And it's definitely taking a toll on her.
Boyle added, "When she can't sleep she rings me or plays things over and over in her head until they almost crush her. I try and lift her out of this negative mind-set but it is so hard. When she hasn't got anyone special to lean on, things begin to go wrong for her.
We don't think a man is just gonna swoop in and fix her!
"Susan has this impression that everybody thinks she is some kind of freak because of her appearance on stage and this is what puts men off," Gerry continued. "Of course her money and fame would intimidate most men and I know the jokes about Susan being nicknamed the 'Hairy Angel' hurt her enormously."
And looking at the life of her biggest supporter, manager Andy Stephens, isn't even any help!
"She sees how happy and contented he is with his family and wants that kind of security and love for herself," said Boyle. "Susan knows she can jet anywhere in the world first-class, eat in the best restaurants and stay in the top hotels but that means nothing to her if she doesn't have anyone to share those moments with. All those throw-away comments about Pebbles her cat being her soulmate were a way of masking unhappiness."
Plus, we're sure she LOVES that her brother is yapping to the press!
[Image via WENN.]
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